Francess

When did everything get so hard? Why does life have to be so difficult all the time?
Sometimes being an adult sucks... paying bills, working and having responsibilities sucks..
It feels like i work my ass off and have nothing to show for it! What happen to the idea of being young and carefree?
Think that went out the window..... What to do about it though? Just work through it as my wisy mummy says...
I just wish for once I could feel carefree and relaxed about everything thats happening, instead of stressed and worried.
How can you let go of these feelings, if you have no control of the outcomes, or over how everything is happening?

On a brighter note: in exactly 1 week I can get my PERMINANT RESIDENCE VISA!! yay :)

And a note to everyone else - on the 4th of July its Girls Night at my place! Everyone that wants to come let me know :)

Until later ... Caio

Busy Busy Busy .... This past week has gone so fast! Its saturday evening.. and for me it could just as easily be Tuesday or wednesday!
Working full time takes up all of your time and energy.  At the end of each day feels like i dont want to do anything except be home and relax! (Hense the lack of 'blogging' this past week!)  However, i have finally managed to buy shoes for the wedding! yay... Took me for ever to find the perfect pair... Thank you Brandos.se!

We also went to talk to the preist on Thursday - now everything is in place and we know in what order everything is going to go! Wednesday the 15th will be our final run though... scary! 28 days.. In that time we have to organize activities, talk to the performers and finalize what they're singing etc, write our vows, do a sample of the menue, practise dancing, finalize the seating chart and programs... and the list goes on................... a never ending story it feels like! But but.. thats the fun of getting married :) I only hope that its nice hot sunny weather on the 18th of July; not like yesterday - what a JOKE!

Its already the middle of summer and we have had like maybe 2-3 days of acutall hot weather..I understand that during the summer months it is meant to rain a bit, but here in sweden (where its only warm like 4months of the year) i think it shouldnt rain at all during summer..It should be sunny and warm, re- generating us for the winter months!

Even though it rained pretty much all day yesterday, it didnt stop our mid-summer party.. we still managed to bbq, have a 5-kamp and have lots and lots of fun! No dissapointments there :p So thanks to everyone for coming :)

Oh and i want some opinions - im trying to pick a song to walk down the aisle to: i've narrowed it down to three choices. Lifehouse - You and me, Lifehouse- Everything, or Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all! What do you think? or are there better songs? (keeping in mind that it will be played acoustic)

anyway.. think i might go and watch 'Knowing' now.. Caio

It feels as though time is just running away from me! Another week has passed.. What do I have to say for it? Nothing special really – which feels like such a waste! I wake up and go to school all day, or I wake up and work all day long, then home to a lonely apartment (Eric is in Poland until Saturday) and get ready for the next day… What has happened to the spontaneity of my life? I guess this is all part of being an ‘adult’ in the real world.  So I probably shouldn’t complain!

I am finally finished with school for the summer – YES! Although I still have an assignment to finish for September; no classes, which means no more trips by train to Västerås.  Very nice feeling indeed!

Update on Wedding plans : Eric and I made a list the other day of everything we still need to get done or ready for the 18/7… and let me say it was VERY LONG… but that’s all part of the fun J and we have lots of friends willing to help! Oh and I am still on a hunt for a pair of shoes – it would seem that every pair I try on aren’t in the store in the colour I would want or size – ideas anyone??

I am free for the rest of the week, (lucky is such great weather out! :p) my only real consistent free time until week 32.. fun fun fun!

Well time for a walk now I think......

P.s    If anyone is up for partying this weekend let me know! I want to go out and let loose! Haha….

Bye Bye for now