Time
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It Passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.
Even for me.
Back to Reality
Back to reality.. Yes its now time to get back to reality.
I havent had a chance to blogg this past week... I have been busy 24/7
Where have I been you might wonder? Well no where inparticular... At home.. Getting Married :p
The 18/7 was a perfect day - great weather, perfect company, and SO much fun!
The day started with Johanna and I getting our hair done at 9am, then back home to eat and for Emma to fix our make-up, then 14.00 time for Lissie, Johanna Nykvist, Anna Lundborg, Emma Å, Johanna M and I to go out to the church: in a stretch Limo ofcourse! We drove around town for an hour first and then out to Husby-Rekarne Kyrkan ( this was when I started to feel extremely nerveous!) .. Everything went perfectly, the ceremony wasn't too long and then after we could toast and mingle in the garden at the församlingshemmet :)
Things wouldnt have run so smoothly and perfectly if it wasnt for everyone that helped and made our day possible.. and for all the the guests that could come and join us :) THANK - YOU all so much.. it meant alot to us for you to be there!
My only family that could be here was one of my younger brothers Gordon ( who left Sweden on Tuesday :( ..) So Eric and I haven't really had time to fully 'enjoy' our married life yet.. but im not complaining, its not so often i see my family anyway!
Monday we went to Gröna Lund for the day which was heaps of fun - I dont think i've ever seen Gordon or Eric so scared before haha! and Tuesday I started back at work! yay...
We are planning our honeymoon tho, which will be sometime in September :) Rome for a week! Romantic, Cosy, and just Eric and I.. what else could i ask for?
I dont have all the pics from the wedding yet (so if you have any please send them to us ASAP!!) but here is one of 'the wedding party' ; The Best Man, The Bridesmaid, The Bride and Groom, and The Ring Barer and Flower Girl
Until next time ...Mwha
I havent had a chance to blogg this past week... I have been busy 24/7
Where have I been you might wonder? Well no where inparticular... At home.. Getting Married :p
The 18/7 was a perfect day - great weather, perfect company, and SO much fun!
The day started with Johanna and I getting our hair done at 9am, then back home to eat and for Emma to fix our make-up, then 14.00 time for Lissie, Johanna Nykvist, Anna Lundborg, Emma Å, Johanna M and I to go out to the church: in a stretch Limo ofcourse! We drove around town for an hour first and then out to Husby-Rekarne Kyrkan ( this was when I started to feel extremely nerveous!) .. Everything went perfectly, the ceremony wasn't too long and then after we could toast and mingle in the garden at the församlingshemmet :)
Things wouldnt have run so smoothly and perfectly if it wasnt for everyone that helped and made our day possible.. and for all the the guests that could come and join us :) THANK - YOU all so much.. it meant alot to us for you to be there!
My only family that could be here was one of my younger brothers Gordon ( who left Sweden on Tuesday :( ..) So Eric and I haven't really had time to fully 'enjoy' our married life yet.. but im not complaining, its not so often i see my family anyway!
Monday we went to Gröna Lund for the day which was heaps of fun - I dont think i've ever seen Gordon or Eric so scared before haha! and Tuesday I started back at work! yay...
We are planning our honeymoon tho, which will be sometime in September :) Rome for a week! Romantic, Cosy, and just Eric and I.. what else could i ask for?
I dont have all the pics from the wedding yet (so if you have any please send them to us ASAP!!) but here is one of 'the wedding party' ; The Best Man, The Bridesmaid, The Bride and Groom, and The Ring Barer and Flower Girl
(I have put a few pics up on Facebook too!)
Until next time ...Mwha
Exciting or Stressfull?
They say that the week before your wedding is meant to be one of the happiest times of your life.. Waiting for the excitment and celebrations to come.. In my opinion it is the complete opposite - stress, stress and more stress! Which explains why I haven't been blogging so much! (Sorry readers :p)
There is so much to do and so many people to please that you kind of lose track of enjoying it and embrasing your last week as a 'single'. Having my family so far away hasn't been helping :( Are they dissapointed in me, are they truly happy for me (even though im in Sweden and they're all the way in Australia)?? Sometimes it seems hard to tell.... I think this week is the most i've ever missed them..... Oh well, I will just have to wait until next year!
One of my brothers - Gordon, came on Sunday evening to spend the next two weeks with Eric and I. Its so much fun having him here and hanging out with him like we used to.. Not sure how Saturday will go for him (everything's in swedish)..
Yesterday Johanna and I got our 'make-up trial done by Emma, we're going to look gorgeous haha... she did a great job! I was trying to imagine myself in my dress, with my hair done up too... Mixed emotions there, but i cant wait for saturday; will be interestingn to see how eric reacts when i walk in the church!
Today i was in Västerås and got my Perminant Residence Visa - no more worrying if i will be able to stay in Sweden or not.. I can now be here as long as i like :)
Tommorrow will be another busy busy day, first I have to work till 13.00, then Straight out to the church and meet with the priest and practise everything for saturday!! Then maybe afterwork if anyones interested???
Thats all for now, im exhausted and hungry - time for dinner! Caio
There is so much to do and so many people to please that you kind of lose track of enjoying it and embrasing your last week as a 'single'. Having my family so far away hasn't been helping :( Are they dissapointed in me, are they truly happy for me (even though im in Sweden and they're all the way in Australia)?? Sometimes it seems hard to tell.... I think this week is the most i've ever missed them..... Oh well, I will just have to wait until next year!
One of my brothers - Gordon, came on Sunday evening to spend the next two weeks with Eric and I. Its so much fun having him here and hanging out with him like we used to.. Not sure how Saturday will go for him (everything's in swedish)..
Yesterday Johanna and I got our 'make-up trial done by Emma, we're going to look gorgeous haha... she did a great job! I was trying to imagine myself in my dress, with my hair done up too... Mixed emotions there, but i cant wait for saturday; will be interestingn to see how eric reacts when i walk in the church!
Today i was in Västerås and got my Perminant Residence Visa - no more worrying if i will be able to stay in Sweden or not.. I can now be here as long as i like :)
Tommorrow will be another busy busy day, first I have to work till 13.00, then Straight out to the church and meet with the priest and practise everything for saturday!! Then maybe afterwork if anyones interested???
Thats all for now, im exhausted and hungry - time for dinner! Caio
Just my luck .....
Suck... 10 days to go and i am SICK :(
Sore throat, fever and headaches!
Just my luck that this would happen - lets hope that it passes quickly.. Feels like i would rather postpone getting married than to be this sick on my wedding day! (Not that thats possible now though)
Might have to take the rest of the week off work to get better :p
Fingers crossed ...
Sore throat, fever and headaches!
Just my luck that this would happen - lets hope that it passes quickly.. Feels like i would rather postpone getting married than to be this sick on my wedding day! (Not that thats possible now though)
Might have to take the rest of the week off work to get better :p
Fingers crossed ...
Surprise!
Yes this weekend has been full of surprises! What I thought i had planned and what actually happened were two totally different things!
I had planned to hang out with my friend Kat for the day - not doing anything special, just being with her.. So we started at my place having fika, then at around 11ish in the morning, the door bell rang. And what do I find when open the door? 13 girls dressed in Pink! 13 girls eager to throw me a bachellorette party!! I can safely say that I had NO IDEA what so ever that they were going to show up like they did and wisp me away with them..
Firstly i was given a pink t-shirt saying 'The Future Mrs. Besterman' that i wore all day, and a pink tiarra and a list of all the items i would need for the day :
I had no idea what to think when i saw all those items, or my only thought was, what could i possibly need a cucumber for! haha.... Once my bag was packed we were then off - to Johanna's place for lunch and activities.. one of which included me finger painting a picture of Eric - haha!
Then we were off to a 'secret' location, which turned out to be Spakällan! so we had a a bubble pool and sauna all to ourselves there with champagne and snacks! Very relaxing :)
After we had finished there we were back at Johannas to get ready for the rest of the evening! PARTY!
Dinner at Åbryggan and VIP lounges at Harry's - with Champagne, fruit, strawberrys and cream and then Bicardi drinks for everyone!
This was one of the best surprises i have ever gotten... I couldnt have asked for anything more- hanging out and partying with my girlfriends all day long :)
I havent got any pictures to put up yet: soon hopefully!
So thank-you all so much for a super fun day and for sharing it with me :)
(Anna L and I at Harrry's!)
I had planned to hang out with my friend Kat for the day - not doing anything special, just being with her.. So we started at my place having fika, then at around 11ish in the morning, the door bell rang. And what do I find when open the door? 13 girls dressed in Pink! 13 girls eager to throw me a bachellorette party!! I can safely say that I had NO IDEA what so ever that they were going to show up like they did and wisp me away with them..
Firstly i was given a pink t-shirt saying 'The Future Mrs. Besterman' that i wore all day, and a pink tiarra and a list of all the items i would need for the day :
- Your hottest party outfit and make-up
- Passport
- Bikini + towel
- Black socks
- Toothbrush
- 3 pairs of sexy underwear
- Deodorant
- 1 fork, 1 knife and 2 spoons
- ID
- A winter hat
- and a cucumber
- Passport
- Bikini + towel
- Black socks
- Toothbrush
- 3 pairs of sexy underwear
- Deodorant
- 1 fork, 1 knife and 2 spoons
- ID
- A winter hat
- and a cucumber
I had no idea what to think when i saw all those items, or my only thought was, what could i possibly need a cucumber for! haha.... Once my bag was packed we were then off - to Johanna's place for lunch and activities.. one of which included me finger painting a picture of Eric - haha!
Then we were off to a 'secret' location, which turned out to be Spakällan! so we had a a bubble pool and sauna all to ourselves there with champagne and snacks! Very relaxing :)
After we had finished there we were back at Johannas to get ready for the rest of the evening! PARTY!
Dinner at Åbryggan and VIP lounges at Harry's - with Champagne, fruit, strawberrys and cream and then Bicardi drinks for everyone!
This was one of the best surprises i have ever gotten... I couldnt have asked for anything more- hanging out and partying with my girlfriends all day long :)
I havent got any pictures to put up yet: soon hopefully!
Johanna M
Kat
Anna B
Emma
Ingela
Johanna G
Anna L
Cicilia
Lissie
Johanna N
Josephine
Sandra
Kat
Anna B
Emma
Ingela
Johanna G
Anna L
Cicilia
Lissie
Johanna N
Josephine
Sandra
So thank-you all so much for a super fun day and for sharing it with me :)
(Anna L and I at Harrry's!)
After Work
I have no finished my gruiling 8 days in a row of work! Have been free yesterday and shall work today and tomorrow - then im free all weekend :) yay! Now its only 10 days till my brother Gordon comes to sweden.. am super excited, just hope that the weather stays nice ( and it better be perfect weather on the 18th!)
Lately our apartment has felt like a sauna because its so hot out! and we cant have the windows oppen otherwise the cats will jump out...What to do what to do....I wont complain about the weather though (unlike every other swede it feels lie) I am loving the hot 25+degree sunniness - its Lovely :)
Yesterday Eric and I went to after work with Anna and Christopher at Årbryggan and then to Nybron. Was lots of fun and quite easy to get a little drunk since the after work drink prices are so cheap :p Later Anna, I and Emma went out to Harry's and drank some more :p There wasn't so many ppl out there, but i wont complain, i still had lots of fun :) Luckily i don't start working till 15:00 today!!
Thats all the gossip from me, Nothing else exciting to tell today.. ByeBye
If only I were a cat.. i could lay around wherever i felt like it - like Elvis and Ebba!
Lately our apartment has felt like a sauna because its so hot out! and we cant have the windows oppen otherwise the cats will jump out...What to do what to do....I wont complain about the weather though (unlike every other swede it feels lie) I am loving the hot 25+degree sunniness - its Lovely :)
Yesterday Eric and I went to after work with Anna and Christopher at Årbryggan and then to Nybron. Was lots of fun and quite easy to get a little drunk since the after work drink prices are so cheap :p Later Anna, I and Emma went out to Harry's and drank some more :p There wasn't so many ppl out there, but i wont complain, i still had lots of fun :) Luckily i don't start working till 15:00 today!!
Thats all the gossip from me, Nothing else exciting to tell today.. ByeBye
If only I were a cat.. i could lay around wherever i felt like it - like Elvis and Ebba!
Difficult!
When did everything get so hard? Why does life have to be so difficult all the time?
Sometimes being an adult sucks... paying bills, working and having responsibilities sucks..
It feels like i work my ass off and have nothing to show for it! What happen to the idea of being young and carefree?
Think that went out the window..... What to do about it though? Just work through it as my wisy mummy says...
I just wish for once I could feel carefree and relaxed about everything thats happening, instead of stressed and worried.
How can you let go of these feelings, if you have no control of the outcomes, or over how everything is happening?
On a brighter note: in exactly 1 week I can get my PERMINANT RESIDENCE VISA!! yay :)
And a note to everyone else - on the 4th of July its Girls Night at my place! Everyone that wants to come let me know :)
Until later ... Caio
Sometimes being an adult sucks... paying bills, working and having responsibilities sucks..
It feels like i work my ass off and have nothing to show for it! What happen to the idea of being young and carefree?
Think that went out the window..... What to do about it though? Just work through it as my wisy mummy says...
I just wish for once I could feel carefree and relaxed about everything thats happening, instead of stressed and worried.
How can you let go of these feelings, if you have no control of the outcomes, or over how everything is happening?
On a brighter note: in exactly 1 week I can get my PERMINANT RESIDENCE VISA!! yay :)
And a note to everyone else - on the 4th of July its Girls Night at my place! Everyone that wants to come let me know :)
Until later ... Caio
What a week ...
Busy Busy Busy .... This past week has gone so fast! Its saturday evening.. and for me it could just as easily be Tuesday or wednesday!
Working full time takes up all of your time and energy. At the end of each day feels like i dont want to do anything except be home and relax! (Hense the lack of 'blogging' this past week!) However, i have finally managed to buy shoes for the wedding! yay... Took me for ever to find the perfect pair... Thank you Brandos.se!
We also went to talk to the preist on Thursday - now everything is in place and we know in what order everything is going to go! Wednesday the 15th will be our final run though... scary! 28 days.. In that time we have to organize activities, talk to the performers and finalize what they're singing etc, write our vows, do a sample of the menue, practise dancing, finalize the seating chart and programs... and the list goes on................... a never ending story it feels like! But but.. thats the fun of getting married :) I only hope that its nice hot sunny weather on the 18th of July; not like yesterday - what a JOKE!
Its already the middle of summer and we have had like maybe 2-3 days of acutall hot weather..I understand that during the summer months it is meant to rain a bit, but here in sweden (where its only warm like 4months of the year) i think it shouldnt rain at all during summer..It should be sunny and warm, re- generating us for the winter months!
Even though it rained pretty much all day yesterday, it didnt stop our mid-summer party.. we still managed to bbq, have a 5-kamp and have lots and lots of fun! No dissapointments there :p So thanks to everyone for coming :)
Oh and i want some opinions - im trying to pick a song to walk down the aisle to: i've narrowed it down to three choices. Lifehouse - You and me, Lifehouse- Everything, or Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all! What do you think? or are there better songs? (keeping in mind that it will be played acoustic)
anyway.. think i might go and watch 'Knowing' now.. Caio
Working full time takes up all of your time and energy. At the end of each day feels like i dont want to do anything except be home and relax! (Hense the lack of 'blogging' this past week!) However, i have finally managed to buy shoes for the wedding! yay... Took me for ever to find the perfect pair... Thank you Brandos.se!
We also went to talk to the preist on Thursday - now everything is in place and we know in what order everything is going to go! Wednesday the 15th will be our final run though... scary! 28 days.. In that time we have to organize activities, talk to the performers and finalize what they're singing etc, write our vows, do a sample of the menue, practise dancing, finalize the seating chart and programs... and the list goes on................... a never ending story it feels like! But but.. thats the fun of getting married :) I only hope that its nice hot sunny weather on the 18th of July; not like yesterday - what a JOKE!
Its already the middle of summer and we have had like maybe 2-3 days of acutall hot weather..I understand that during the summer months it is meant to rain a bit, but here in sweden (where its only warm like 4months of the year) i think it shouldnt rain at all during summer..It should be sunny and warm, re- generating us for the winter months!
Even though it rained pretty much all day yesterday, it didnt stop our mid-summer party.. we still managed to bbq, have a 5-kamp and have lots and lots of fun! No dissapointments there :p So thanks to everyone for coming :)
Oh and i want some opinions - im trying to pick a song to walk down the aisle to: i've narrowed it down to three choices. Lifehouse - You and me, Lifehouse- Everything, or Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all! What do you think? or are there better songs? (keeping in mind that it will be played acoustic)
anyway.. think i might go and watch 'Knowing' now.. Caio
Party Party
Party tonight :) Yes... hopefully it will be fun! Not many of my girlfriends could come - but so what.. this week has been so tiring and stressful, I need to let loose!! Caio
Where does the time go ...
It feels as though time is just running away from me! Another week has passed.. What do I have to say for it? Nothing special really – which feels like such a waste! I wake up and go to school all day, or I wake up and work all day long, then home to a lonely apartment (Eric is in Poland until Saturday) and get ready for the next day… What has happened to the spontaneity of my life? I guess this is all part of being an ‘adult’ in the real world. So I probably shouldn’t complain!
I am finally finished with school for the summer – YES! Although I still have an assignment to finish for September; no classes, which means no more trips by train to Västerås. Very nice feeling indeed!
Update on Wedding plans : Eric and I made a list the other day of everything we still need to get done or ready for the 18/7… and let me say it was VERY LONG… but that’s all part of the fun J and we have lots of friends willing to help! Oh and I am still on a hunt for a pair of shoes – it would seem that every pair I try on aren’t in the store in the colour I would want or size – ideas anyone??
I am free for the rest of the week, (lucky is such great weather out! :p) my only real consistent free time until week 32.. fun fun fun!
Well time for a walk now I think......
P.s If anyone is up for partying this weekend let me know! I want to go out and let loose! Haha….
Bye Bye for now
48 Days .....
48 Days to go.. Feels like no time at all!
It still doesnt feel 100% real.. But it does feel 100% right..
The best feeling in the world
It still doesnt feel 100% real.. But it does feel 100% right..
The best feeling in the world
Blue Sky's Ahead!
Yesterday was, in my opinion, the first real summer day this year. It felt as though spring is over, and that the sun was now here to stay! lets hope so anyway...
Today my plan is to do nothing... and nothing incudes sunbaking and finishing reading Angels and Deamons so i can finally see the movie next week!! but im going to guess i wont get very far with that!
I spent most of the day with Cicilia in town on Friday - taking up the sun and her company.. It seems as though we have a 'long distance relationship',, we always want to hangout - but never actually get around to it : something always comes up last minute; so it was nice for a change!
Friday afternoon Eric and I did absolutly nothing. We spent most of the evening sitting in the sun, drinking beer and coctails! What could be better? Blomman and Johanna came over also so the evening consisted of Pizza and Trivial Pursuit .. haha which none of us one :pToday my plan is to do nothing... and nothing incudes sunbaking and finishing reading Angels and Deamons so i can finally see the movie next week!! but im going to guess i wont get very far with that!
Tonight Partying is the agender! yes... lots of drinking, dancing and fun times....Starting at Jennys and Emils and then to Harrys hopfully :)
So until tomorrow : Bon Voyage
So until tomorrow : Bon Voyage
What to do ...
Where has the hot sunny weather gone from yesterday? My only free day this week and its rainy, cold and blowing at 100km/hr out side! So much for looking forward to a little tanning or relaxation in the sun....
Yesterday my thesis group found out that we have to present our work AFTER the summer... Which is the suckiest thing.. now we have to work on it during the summer ( which by the way means no free time for me!) and present in September. What was the teacher thinking? All our hard work put on hold because its easier for him??? what is up with that!
On a positive note - i finally found the perfect shoes that match my wedding dress!!! yay .... So perhaps i will make a trip to town later today and buy them :)
Yesterday my thesis group found out that we have to present our work AFTER the summer... Which is the suckiest thing.. now we have to work on it during the summer ( which by the way means no free time for me!) and present in September. What was the teacher thinking? All our hard work put on hold because its easier for him??? what is up with that!
Im so over school... im just longing for the day when i never have to go back there!
On a positive note - i finally found the perfect shoes that match my wedding dress!!! yay .... So perhaps i will make a trip to town later today and buy them :)
Sundays
Yet again another week seems to fly by! where does all my time go? It feels as though it was just Monday yesterday; and already its Sunday evening. Sunday evenings are the worst in my opinion: the feeling that in a few short hours your weedend is over and another stressful week awaits you!
Our so called weekend away in Dalarna was interupted by rain.. rain.. and more rain! Not fun at all... However it was nice to get away from everything for a few days and try to relax.. But that feeling didnt last long, nope, it was home to study and work! seems as though those two things never end! Waking up at 5.30 on a Sunday morning should be illegal!!!!
But tomorrow is the start of a new day and a new week; Eric is going to Finland for the week, that means i will be home alone - which i think is a good thing. Im in desperate need of some 'Me' time... and i have a million things to do this week...... And on the top of that list is to buy wedding shoes :) Suggestions anyone ??
Our so called weekend away in Dalarna was interupted by rain.. rain.. and more rain! Not fun at all... However it was nice to get away from everything for a few days and try to relax.. But that feeling didnt last long, nope, it was home to study and work! seems as though those two things never end! Waking up at 5.30 on a Sunday morning should be illegal!!!!
But tomorrow is the start of a new day and a new week; Eric is going to Finland for the week, that means i will be home alone - which i think is a good thing. Im in desperate need of some 'Me' time... and i have a million things to do this week...... And on the top of that list is to buy wedding shoes :) Suggestions anyone ??
Hello Hello
Today has been a busy day; filled with looking at the church and fest lokal, meeting the priest that will marry us, school work, cleaning and playing with Elvis! Now i need to squeeze in some time for wedding planning....
I have made myself a very long list of everything that needs doing before the 18th of July.. and its sad to say - but its VERY long :( its starting to stress me out that there is still so much to and so little time it feels like (1 month and 27days!)... but what to do? i will just have to call on some help i think! However, the important things are checked off - my dress, Erics tux, hair, make-up, food and ofcouse alcohol!
I just re-watched last Friday's episode of Greys Anatomy (downloaded).. cant believe how SAD it is :( and i cant talk to anyone about it because no one else really downloads it.........................................................what will happen next season???
Tommorrow we're leaving for Dalarna, to spend the long weekend up at a friends summer house (fingers crossed that the weather turns to hot and sunny for me!)... Anyway back to my thesis work now i think .... Bye Bye
I have made myself a very long list of everything that needs doing before the 18th of July.. and its sad to say - but its VERY long :( its starting to stress me out that there is still so much to and so little time it feels like (
I just re-watched last Friday's episode of Greys Anatomy (downloaded).. cant believe how SAD it is :( and i cant talk to anyone about it because no one else really downloads it.........................................................what will happen next season???
Tommorrow we're leaving for Dalarna, to spend the long weekend up at a friends summer house (fingers crossed that the weather turns to hot and sunny for me!)... Anyway back to my thesis work now i think .... Bye Bye
